I'm just me....

Thursday, April 29, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME DANIELLE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

As you can tell today is my 19th birthday and I'm excited, only 365 days to go until I am not a teenager anymore.... Can't wait for that time to come either!

Sunday, April 25, 2004

So I noticed that my comments are gone, i think the site that I had them with went under, no biggie I'll find another Comment thing. Speaking of comments I was reading some from a friend and one girl commented and It really made me think, anyone know the answer?

Here's a question for you: How does your idea of free will coincide with divine leadership? Can God lead us and still allow us free will in its totality? When is it, if at all, that God's will (and thereby, his plan for us...if he has one?) begin to play a role in our lives? That kind of ties in with "listening" to God, doesn't it?


I'm off to look for comments so I can get more feedback.

~Danielle

Thursday, April 22, 2004

i got this in an email, it was a huge impact on me

Late in 1999, a nine-year-old boy was poking around outside his home in Tennessee and found a 37mm artillery shell. During World War II, the Army had used the area as a practice range. After the war, in 1946, the range had been closed and the property returned to private use. Since then, the government had sent five separate teams to clean up the old shells and explosives. But they missed at least one.

The artillery shell didn't seem to pose any danger. In fact, the boy had it for more than a year and a half, frequently playing with it. But in July, 2001, the shell exploded and the boy lost his left hand.

What can we learn from this tragic story--other than, "Don't play with Live ammunition"? Perhaps we can use this incident as an analogy for sin.

Sometimes we get involved in sinful activities, and if we don't get Harmed right away, we begin to believe they aren't all that dangerous. A lot of clearly sinful things appear exciting, evocative, intriguing, and (let's admit it) fun! People who party really look like they're having a good time. Couples who pair up, have sex, and move on to different partners don't appear to have a lot of ill effects like we've been warned about.

Our spiritual enemy is a cunning strategist when it comes to drawing us into sinful entanglements. He tempts us to try something once and perhaps nothing terrible happens. So maybe we try it again with less reluctance, and we even enjoy it. In short time, that sinful behavior becomes a regular behavior.
And with no apparent consequences, we begin to wonder why parents and Other authority figures make such a big deal about it.

However, sin always has a timer. You get lulled into a false sense of security and, just as a shrill alarm shatters a peaceful sleep, you're suddenly faced with a troublesome consequence of your sin that rips your life apart. We all know the potential risks of sex, drinking, and drugs, but we are deceived into believing that such horrible results could never happen to us.

EVERY sin has a consequence. We tend to worry about things like arrests, traffic accidents, unwanted pregnancies, STDs, or "getting caught," yet an even worse consequence is that each sinful thought and action thickens the wall we've built between ourselves and God. The eventual consequence of any sin always turns out to be worse than any perceived benefit of getting involved.

Sin may appear shiny and alluring, but resist it. Leave it alone. It's deadly. Like the artillery shell the boy found, sin is designed to destroy. And sooner or later, it will do what it was designed to do. The shell waited almost 60 years before its destructive effects were felt. The consequences of sin won't take nearly that long.

Saturday, April 10, 2004

well i have noticed that the counter keeps going up so if u are still checking to see if i have written anything then i urge you to read this blog,

i went to the prayer walk at the church for you teens who read this: YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU MISSED! it was an awesome journey that really hit hard... you went through jesus' walk to the cross and through his time on the cross and the empty tomb... I went to the movie and saw the physical aspect of it, now i went through the mental aspect of it...

heres the story i found, i found it on a website called realanswers.com

Then one day, a guy named Robbie walked into the music store and signed up to take lessons from me. No big deal. Dozens of kids wanted me to teach them what I knew. After all, I was a pretty hot drummer! Most of my students looked up to me and wanted to be just like me. Not Robbie. He was different. Though he wanted to play drums, he wasn't as "ga-ga" over my skills as the other guys. He spent more time talking about his best friend than about drums. For some reason, that bugged me. Every week he'd come in with another story about his friend. THe way Robbie described him made me think he was a little weird. I mean, he was with this friend all the time. He'd say stuff like "I can talk to my best friend about anything and he always seems to understand." After a while I couldn't help feeling jealous. Even though I had dozens of buddies, I didn't have anyone who was always there for me. I tried to maintain a thick skin and acted like I didn't give a twit about his friend. After all, I was "the big time" drummer who'd made it. Finally, I got sick of Robbie carrying on about his best friend without ever saying his name. "Hey Rob," I said as he was leaving his lesson, "I've listened to you talk about your best friend week after week, but you never told me his name. What is it?" I wasn't prepared for the answer."Jesus" Robbie replied. I had no idea he ment the Jesus of the Bible. I thought his friend was Hispanic - Jesus Alvarez or Jesus Martinez. "What's Jesus' last name?" I asked. "Christ," he answered. Then he pointed his finger at me and said, "And He can be your best friend too! I was speechless. It was like a ton of bricks just fell from the ceiling, Faith in God? Was that what I was missing?

awesome huh? do you talk about your best friend like this?