I'm just me....

Thursday, February 02, 2006

So just kiss me and let my hair messy itself in your fingers. Let me steady myself in the arms of a boy who won't ask me to be what he needs, but let's me exist as I am

So we locked ourselves in your car. Got lost in each other's eyes. We sang to the radio. He whispered in her ear & she'd laugh at his silly jokes, even if they were pointless. He grabs her hand & did not let go. He had no idea how happy it made her. She'd rest her head on his shoulder, close her eyes, listen to their song while he kissed her forehead. She memorized the touch of his lips. She didn't want to leave anytime soon. & he'd given her his jacket when she told him she was cold. It would be 3 in the morning, but they'd still be holding on to each other. She knew he was something special. It was different how he moved her because when he told her 'goodnight', to her it still felt like 'hello'.

"Someone is meant to be yours..... Your best friend. Your soulmate. The one you can tell your dreams to. He'll smile at you when you tell him, but he'll never laugh at your heart. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes & send you flowers when you least expect it. He'll call you to tell you goodnight before you get into bed or just because he's thinking about you. He'll be bursting to talk to you each morning, just to hear the sound of your voice. He'll look into your eyes & tell your are the most beautiful girl he's ever seen & for the first time in your life, you'll believe it."

The only thing better than the kiss itself is the moment right before it... When the look in his eyes could leave you breathless.

I look at you & think this is the way it's supposed to be. This is what I've been waiting for. This is such a blessing. You're such a blessing!

When he holds me close & I can hear his heartbeat & kiss his lips, I realize, this is where I want to be & this is how I want to feel.

I want to be the smile, the first thought, the long drive, or the short walk, the last voice, the random call, the laugh, the perfect kiss, the comfort hug, your second half, the sparkle in your eye, the everything you need, just what you want, I want to be your perfection.

..When you hug someone so tight you can harly breathe, it's just your two hearts trying to touch !