WOW! I have been neglecting my blog for a week or two and when I came on it tonight I saw 11 comments on an entry last month. I was like yippie I have people reading my blog! Only to come to see that the 1st two were horrible and then the next ones were an argument about my faith and such... Whew! They are on archived if you want to read them but I'm sure that there will be more.... Who knows maybe I can reach someone then....
Well school is kicking my rear end... I have so much work I need to do and so little time, it reminds me of that song on KSBJ... "My cell phones ringing and I'm running late.... I just need a little more time in my day.." But instead of time the singer says something about needing more faith.... I guess I need more faith that God will bring me through it!
Ever feel like what you are doing isn't enough for your parents approval? I am trying and trying to get my dad to notice me and my hard work, but he doesn't seem to care. I called him last week and told my aunt it was URGENT for him to call me back ASAP, well a week went by and I called him Friday, My aunt said he just went out to the store, again I asked for him to call me back ASAP... He didn't call.. But my step mom called the next day... Why cant my dad ever call me? He hasn't called my phone once since he moved down, and when he does call the house phone and I answer he's like "let me talk to your brother" no hello or how are you or nothing, I feel like I'm not even his daughter anymore.... Then when I told him I got back into fencing, he was like "do you think you can ever get to where you left off? You put so much work into it for nothing, and you really think you can get back up to par?" SO why cant parents be supportive... Bah!
Lord,
Please help Deprived to see where I am coming from and to give him the peace that he is searching for. I ask that you show him your kind spirit and loving nature. I also ask that you give my dad the same peace that I have in you Lord. Please give me the strength to still try to get through to him.
Amen
Well school is kicking my rear end... I have so much work I need to do and so little time, it reminds me of that song on KSBJ... "My cell phones ringing and I'm running late.... I just need a little more time in my day.." But instead of time the singer says something about needing more faith.... I guess I need more faith that God will bring me through it!
Ever feel like what you are doing isn't enough for your parents approval? I am trying and trying to get my dad to notice me and my hard work, but he doesn't seem to care. I called him last week and told my aunt it was URGENT for him to call me back ASAP, well a week went by and I called him Friday, My aunt said he just went out to the store, again I asked for him to call me back ASAP... He didn't call.. But my step mom called the next day... Why cant my dad ever call me? He hasn't called my phone once since he moved down, and when he does call the house phone and I answer he's like "let me talk to your brother" no hello or how are you or nothing, I feel like I'm not even his daughter anymore.... Then when I told him I got back into fencing, he was like "do you think you can ever get to where you left off? You put so much work into it for nothing, and you really think you can get back up to par?" SO why cant parents be supportive... Bah!
Lord,
Please help Deprived to see where I am coming from and to give him the peace that he is searching for. I ask that you show him your kind spirit and loving nature. I also ask that you give my dad the same peace that I have in you Lord. Please give me the strength to still try to get through to him.
Amen
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