Ok so I thought that maybe I knew the answer of choices but I talked to my pastor today and I got even more confused, hehe, I have figured it out though: this is a situation where I wont know the answer yet till god allows me to see it, so for now I will just hang out following god and think about choices every now and again.

Have a good talk with jerry about rev 3 18 and he asked what is said so I rattled it off and he comes out with, who wrote it... So I spent the next 20 min reading the bible and trying to figure it out, I did... Jesus was dictating to John the story.

Today's bible quiet time was Isaiah 52:13-15... It was good.

Had an interesting conversation with an ex boyfriend, seems I blew him away with my turning to god, I guess that is good. Well I'm off to bed, night everyone

Lord,
Please be with josh and my other friends that need your guidance tonight, I hurt my friend josh with some news and I want to ask for you to lift him up lord and be with him as he deals with it. Lord please allow some peace to reach his heart. Lord be with some other friends as they go through family problems too god, take them in your arms and hold them lord.

Amen