I'm a little bummed out, I just read a few friends blogs about the girls retreat that went on yesterday and today, and I kinda wish I could have gone, I read their stories and feel a kinda lost sort of feeling, I guess I just wanted a boost too, my walk hasn't been such an awesome thing lately, been focusing on other relationships more over the one I should be focusing on. I really want someone that is in my life to guide me in that department, I feel like there really isn't anyone that I can look up to and follow, which is kinda hard for me BC I need an accountability partner, someone who will be like, "so have you done your quiet time? Or are you slipping up with who you hang out with?" I guess I want someone who is really interested in the things I do.

went to see a concert tonight at southeast church of Christ, it was an awesome concert, they were awesome, went with the greathouse boys and wound up sitting with the kids I teach on Wednesday night, it was good.

mind games suck, one of my guy friends likes me I think, he grabs my hand and hold it, or he hugs me for a longer period of time than usual... But when I asked him if he liked anyone his reply was not right now, so what is up with that? I don't know, ill leave that one up with god to deal with, I don't do mind games, ill let god figure that on out...

well lots of homework still left to do so when I have time to write again ill write, talk to yall later

Lord,

Please give me the strength to keep my head straight and not to bite anyone's head off this week BC of the stress I'm under.

Amen