How do you stick with something that frustrates you? I am going through something that is so crazy and mixed up and I don't see a way out unless I give up and I have a strong feeling that isn't what I'm supposed to do... I don't know I think ill read up on it tonight in the bible and see what I need to do, I was told that maybe it would be best to step away, but so many other people have just given up, I don't know, too bad I don't have the comment page that some other people have, it would be nice to have that... Right about now....

another note, I left my phone at my dads.... I went over there tonight around 8, to visit and get some money so that I can have gas for this week.. I've probably missed a million calls already... I left my phone in my truck one night and I got it in the morning and I have 12 missed calls... I was like, man.... hehehe ill have to get my phone tomorrow afternoon after work... Should be around 5, then ill be off to a bible study... Maybe, if I don't have too much homework... Well I'm done, just had to put this last entry in so that I can get some mail from the people who read it (hopefully you know my email address if not you know my screen name) well good night